Thursday, March 24, 2011

Update on my life

Hello to all.  I know it's been a long time since I've posted and I wish I had a great reason for that but to tell you the truth I really don't.  For the past couple of months, I've felt like I really didn't want to talk to anyone or be around people.  I've always been an introvert and have had to push myself to be extroverted but lately I just haven't been wanting to make the effort.  The last couple of months have been tough on me physically (with the introduction of migraines and just all around weakness), emotionally (trying to deal with hurt feelings), and spiritually (trying to wait patiently for God's answers to my questions).  I must admit I have done things I'm not proud of to deal with the pain but I think I've finally made a decision to trust God fully.  There are things I can't control and worrying about those things won't really improve my life or make me a better person.  People will do what they want to do and no amount of pleading will change that.  I don't want to get into specifics and I hope you won't ask me for them, but I just wanted to let you know that I am still here and I hope to bring you updates on some books I've been reading very soon. 

Hope everyone has a great day and great rest of the week.